" People say that there will be that one person we will always love no matter what. That one person who will always be apart of us, who will always mean something. I need to believe this is NOT true. I dont want to believe this is true. I need to believe that one day you wont mean anything to me. That one day your absence won’t hurt . That there will come a day when i get exciting news and the first person i want to share it with is not you.I need to have hope that one day i’ll fall in love again and i’ll understand why we didnt last. I need to have hope that one day i wont be angry with you for crushing my heart . That one day i will get some sleep at night. That the same way i learned to get use to falling asleep in your arms i’ll learn to love the emptiness of a bed. I need to believe that this isnt it. That i’ll get better. Because the thought of loving you FOREVER scares me death and i just wont let myself believe that . "